Panaginip

I had this dream kanina na me and my officemates together with mr.nice guy were inside the classroom.

my heart was pounding so fast
my hands were shivering
my knees are shaking
i feel so bad
i feel so anxious
i feel so mad
im so furious
im so frenetic

i want to get out of this portal
i want this to end
i dont like this feeling
i want everything to be back to normal, the way it used to be.

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naghahanda ako papasok sa office dala dala ang galak na umaasang makakasama ko muli si mr.nice guy

i get my hair done
i was even thinking what to wear,
sinuot ko pa yung bago kong damit na habang binibili ko siya ang iniisp ko kung magugustuhan ba niya o hindi.

pagpasok ko sa office nag reserve ako ng seat para sa kanya hindi ko alam nagpalit na pala siya ng sked at maaga siya pumasok. everything has change, it's not the way it used to be.... Me and Mr.nice guy

i know wala naman kaming commitment sa isat isa. but i just miss those days...



THOSE DAYS..


ang gulo noh, magulo din kasi ang isip ko ngayon basta ang alam ko nasasaktan ako.

pinansin naman niya ako pag dumadaan siya sa station ko, i just dont know how to react coz' i know there is SOMETHING WRONG!